Just curiosity, GM - I am still trying to land on a comfortable way to "be". Don't get me wrong, I have gone way dark and I don't plan on reversing that any time soon. Interacting with her is inevitable - as much as I do not care to. Maybe I am trying to balance grace with anger and everything else I am feeling right now -- and it is a lot.
Sorry, I don't have a lot of answers.
I had an appointment this afternoon with my psych. Weeellll, guess who dumped about 25 pounds in a month and was officially branded with a "depressive relapse"! The good thing is that she said it is not abnormal. Our appointments had been abut 6-7 months apart, but she wants to see me next month.