No, I haven't. Is there a way to look Cadet up, I'm not familiar with this forum yet. I've been told it sounds like mlc and right now I'm not giving up. I'm just trying to learn how to deal with it. Still struggling with the idea that it's not me as I know I can be a pain in the butt. But so can he. I'm working on improving the qualities about myself that I don't like and trying to learn how to interact with h in a better way. But I'm struggling a lot. Lots of setbacks. But I cause those myself and can't seem to quit because I focus too much on h. I mean, I don't pester him or call him or bother him in anyway, it's that he's always in my head.
