Spoue tried I didn't, now opposite #2

[whytry]

Thanks MrCas, uRworthy, & Cadet. I scheduled doctor apt so we'll see how it goes. Not sure to ask my dad what his issue is/was but probably should.

UR, I honestly can't answer you yet. Anger at the drop of a hat seems to have been something I just grew up with (dad, uncle, me). Not enjoying life was flatly just me. Part shame/guilt part just not in the mood, and partly just felt things would be better if I wasn't around. Mostly why I didn't participate much with W family. We got along for years then went to crap.

MrCas, I still post stuff as I remember. Yes I've always been ashamed of my lack of memory on everything. Drives W nuts even now through this she (and I) get frustrated over it.

Cadet, Never had tests run "cuz I wasn't the problem"! Bet you've heard that before. Some of it fear of finding a problem. A lot of it was pride/reluctance to admit I ain't perfect. Either way I guess I'll know soon enough.