I only mention the Doctor stuff cuz I've never been for anything other than when sick (pneumonia, pink eye, etc). Never had tests run in 20 years and my W used to swear I was bipolar cuz she never knew what guy was waking up that day.
So does any of this sting?
Why didnt you have tests run?
Most men dont want to go to the doctor, and after they die of a heart attack realize that they should have had a test done.
Most depressed people deny that they are depressed. Refuse to get help.
When you take responsibility for yourself then you are moving forward.