I think I belong here #3

[praying_in_GA]

People keep telling me I'm doing so good with this. People at work can't believe I am handing it so well. I don't feel like I'm doing anything well. I'm a mess on the verge of tears most of the day.

What choice do I have but to put on a brave face and keep going? I am getting a divorce. My husband no longer wants me. I have to either keep going or lose it completely... And I have three kids that are keeping that from happening.

I am sad tonight. Things were fine today. He spent the day with the kids. But I know he is leaving again tomorrow morning and I am sad.