I have been quite nice and accommodating and amicable.
I do the right things for me...therapy, GAL, spiritually.
I do feel the need to lash out a bit. To call h on his BS. that he makes no effort to spend time with the kids. I asked him about time with kids. h says for d16..."whenever I can" about s17- he's so busy.
I get that life is not fair. I get the best revenge is a life well lived. I pray and pray.
I have a test tomorrow...my skills check off which I am nervous about to begin with... I will do fine of course...
I have to give it to GOD. I know in my heart I have done my best. I know this is h's deal.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13