Well, I'm officially driving myself crazy with indecision.
On the one hand, I know I should be taking a step back and allowing him to make his own decision. I have plead my case and that should be that. I am fairly sure he won't agree to stay with me and will instead stay at a hotel, and that is driving me crazy. I mean, just on a practical level it doesn't make sense.
But on the other hand, I want to scream at him. Is it really THAT hard for us to spend some time together? We were together 10.5 years, we haven't seen each other for 6 months now - since the day he left. I feel like laying on some guilt.
