work is good; H is crazy

[Whiterose]

Hi Job
thank you for the birthday wishes thank you for your continued care and love.

I'm so grateful he's ok, awaiting some biopsy results, but the dr seems to think it's ok. Prep is definitely better than it was in my day LOL

I'm hoping he sees that and is making changes. He had him for a few sleep overs, when he was living at his sister's house, last year this time, but we'll see. I saw him checking me out a few times (at the hospital) too which made me feel good.

Thank you......I felt pretty dumb with my reaction.

I'm doing ok. Working lots and taking care of the boys. No trips planned (actually H asked if I had any trip planed too...took everything in me not to say "no the south of france will be hard to beat" but, I was a good girl) I'm still quite lonely. Miss male companionship. Miss being married but it gets less and less, thankfully.