Roller coaster and then some

[daring]

Thanks FY- I at least feel more able to move forward than when this first happened.

Interesting conversation today. I took off my rings which H noticed. Conversation went like this:
H: I feel like there is more you want to say other tag "you're an idiot"
Me: I didn't say that.
H: not out loud. I'll get the paperwork together
Me: ok I'll look at it when you're done
H: we have to do it together otherwise we will have to go back and forth with the lawyers.
Me: I didn't want this- you can complete the paperwork and then I will look at it with you .
H: I'm surprised we can still be ourselves and talk.
Me: I'm not going to be ugly. But I have to be realistic that this is likely permanent and I need to move on with my own life.
H: maybe we should go to dinner this weekend. Do you want me to leave now and sleep somewhere else.
Me: ok I'll see if mom can watch kids for a dinner. You don't have to go anywhere, I can focus on me with or without you around. Plus until we talk to kids it will be confusing for them. I
H: ok we will see what happens

Hmmm- really? He sees me talking about moving on and it clearly is bothering him. Maybe I did need to get to a point where I can figure it out with or without him.
News from bizarre MLC land is concluded for this segment.... More to come.....