WR. Happy Belated Birthday! I'm glad you posted an update. I have been thinking about you quite a bit and even visited your thread a couple of times to see if I had missed your postings.
I'm glad your son is okay. It's always scary when you think they may have inherited something you have, but at least you now know he doesn't have it. I'm sure your son wasn't too happy w/the prep stuff, but it's better than it use to be. LOL!
I'm very glad to see that your h was there at the hospital and acted like a human being for a change. Maybe this is a good sign that he realizes his sons need him and yes, they are growing up very quickly.
Don't beat yourself up, it takes time to truly drop the rope. Be kind to yourself and know that one day, it will happen when you least expect it. Again, I'm glad your son is okay. Now, the question of the day is...how are you doing? Any more trips lined up?
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
