Bug I don't believe him. I think I am just somehow stuck on getting justice. I have always been like this. It is something I realize I have to work on and I am sure it ties in with the need to control I have been trying to let go.

On a positive note I gave stuck with my goals since Thursday. S is with grandparents for weekend. Last night I went to visit a friend about 40 min away. Gorgeous night window down. Radio blaring. Felt great to just be in the moment.

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15