Lou - it sounds like you need to detach more- for me realizing that my future might be without my wife and that I was responsible for my own happiness and could affect it was helpful - time also dulls the pain and you have only 7 months since BD - hang in there - work on your own happiness - later - Luke
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.
