CSan00 - My story

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I am trying to detach because I know it's what is best for me and the situation...He just texted me about buying a few items for himself but why do that if he said no contact until tomorrow? Again I need to just take it a face value and not speculate or assume, it just is a text nothing more. Give him space, keep a PMA and keep working on GAL. I am also packing up my stuff as our agreement was that he has the house for when his 3 kids come to visit and me and my 3 kids move in with my mom until a few months after the divorce is final so I can save money for an apartment. We are going to file the divorce ourselves to save money and we agree on how we are dividing things. My H wants to file at the end of July so with him retiring from the military, there is less hassle to do it before he is officially retired. I do realize that it is going to happen as my H still feels no connection to me and he feels that the divorce is needed for him. I can't change his mind on that nor can I stay attached to my marriage and memories as it will not be back and it will only hold me back.