It is hard to learn through mistakes, but it is tragic when nothing is learned. You will have another chance, Dingo. Just remember what you've learned.
You are asking yourself honest, difficult questions. If you can find the answers within, I believe it will cause tremdous self-awareness and growth. The price won't be in vain.
((Dingo))
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
