just want to say hey and you'e sounding strong and determined here. good luck- it's hard junk isn't it?
you saying you tend to stay "dark" and digest rather than asking for help - i k now, me too alot. guess we all just need to deal with our human sides and imperfections (along with those of h & everyone else0. we're sure a nutty and neurotic collection - human beings - aren't we?
everyone has something different going on- good or bad. oh well
