You are 100% it has taken me all of 53 yrs of my life to realize it. I'm sadden they its been like a game and Im hurting a lot peoplein the process. I only have myself to blame. Im sitting here with a knot in my stomach over a women that almost begged me to love her and I didn't care I now find myself alone and missing her terribly. Is there hope? How do I get her back and do 180 degree turn around to better myself? Please help.
