I miss not having someone to share my life and moments...it's strange that it hits out of nowhere just like the anxiety of him no longer being there. I do okay for a few days then bam! I know that I will be okay with or without my H but obviously I would prefer with him. I know he is not ready to come back to OR and maybe he won't ever but I need to just focus on the present. Easier said than done.
Boy does this sound familiar. This might be TMI but I have noticed that my emotions about BF go up and down around "that time of the month," which makes sense when you think about it. It's like it's very own cycle.. emotional and heartbroken for 2 weeks, then angry and freaking out for 1 week, then calm and "carefree" for 1 week, then stop and start again!
