I'm finished with my classes for the year. I thought I would feel relief, but instead I feel sad. My H has no idea how stressful this year was for me. He has no idea how hard I worked, or how well I did. He has no idea today was my last day. He just has no idea what my life is like any more.
I met with a group of my classmates after our class to celebrate the end of the year. I had a good time and kept a smile on my face while they all shared how their husbands and boyfriends are taking them out to celebrate. I used to have that. I want that again. I want someone to share things with.
I'm just so down right now, I worry that the 3.5 months off will be extremely hard. At least school was a distraction. I don't have money to get out all the time and I need to keep my D12 busy. It's all just so overwhelming right now.
I know I'll be okay, but I'm struggling right now.
Me: 39 H: 45 Second marriage for both H left 12/2013 M:4 T:5.5
