Crimson.....good WILL come.

[2ndTimeHurt]

During the first batch of om, she realized the grass wasnt greener and she saw that I was changed. We reconciled but my piecing was piss poor. She then said we were going back to the same old. Which I disagree with but whatever.

Believe me, my ex was on cloud nine but at the same time very depressed. She's a troubled soul. This time however, is the first time she has said the word love regarding om. She claims it's because he knew her through her first abusive relationship when she was a teenager. I can't compete with that other than we were engaged twice and I'm the father of her child. All I can do right now is bite my tongue a lot, take this crap like a champ and hope she realizes what she's doing. Her family does not agree with a lot of what she's doing which is fueling her more towards distancing herself from any negativity in her life. In other words, she's trying to find people that will enable her destructive behavior.

Also, I was labeled the jealous type, so if I can muster through the crap of om's, I know you can. I always pretended the om's did not exist. Kinda hard this time though.