I guess you think this song is about you?

[willbwell]

I have come to a realization about a fear of mine. I recognize it, but how to overcome??

After BD, I went back to school to do a certificate program in the medical field. My classes have been great for me keeping me busy and a distraction.

They will end soon and I will have to get a job. I haven't worked in 20+ years. Being in school is easy. I still had a 2 week break to be home with my kids. Lucky I have been , yes.
I could take a personal day from school if need be...(did that only once) My life and my kids lives are going to be different, no doubt about that.

My fear is getting the job at 49 years old.

I recognize it. know I have to do it.