Originally Posted By: Upwards
WHY WHY WHY can't he just live with his choices and leave me to my life?!


I think that's somewhat obvious....

Originally Posted By: Upwards
I'm giving her lots of reassurance & supporting her as best I can, it's very tough seeing my children struggling and not being able to protect them from this.


I'd consider talking to your IC about it....some counseling might be helpful. I know there are programs out there specifically designed for kids.

Originally Posted By: Upwards
Very mixed day today, I'm doing ok overall though & getting stronger every day.


Keep going! It is a process...it takes time...and you have ups and downs.


M:44 W:42
M:15
S:19, D:16, S:14, D:12, S:6
BD: 2/14/11
D Final: 6/25/13