Upwards - Needing support, tough times ahead

[Upwards]

My H is still constantly contacting me, I'm not responding & he really isn't getting it... I've had 2 emails, 2 calls & 2 texts today - all about work stuff that he can easily figure himself and all asking how I am. He's trying to get back in desperately & it's not working, WHY WHY WHY can't he just live with his choices and leave me to my life?!

Been to see my IC and she was amazed at the difference in me, she couldn't believe how different I seem and how much more in control and determine I seem - she said she finally got a picture of me as a person instead of me being consumed by my H and this situation. I'm living my life for ME and in pursuit of my own happiness I'm off out tomorrow with the girls, woohoo!

This morning I received an email from my D6 teacher to make me aware that she's very withdrawn at school and doesn't want to join in a lot of the class activities and that its like she's shut down her behavior has not been great at home and she's been very angry - I'm giving her lots of reassurance & supporting her as best I can, it's very tough seeing my children struggling and not being able to protect them from this.

Very mixed day today, I'm doing ok overall though & getting stronger every day.