This is so hard. H has undiagnosed mental issues and he quit IC. I don't think I am ready to file but don't know what to do. He is 180 from a year ago. He is in spare room and won't touch me not even a hug. He has become private I can't see him naked or even with shirt off he gets embarrassed. H now closes and lock doors when showering. From the moment he said he wanted a divorce, in his mind it was ok to cheat. Then he started closing doors. I keep thinking what if it is not mlc and it is he just does not want me. He has done a 180 before when he liked a girl.
So here is why I get scared. H now has a short temper and raises his voice. When I am gal with girls h panicky and gets paranoid and will keep calling and texting. Even when I tell him the plan and don't call BC we are doing something like bike riding where I cannot answer my phone. Everytime I take control he gets this paranoia. I am terrified to file BC I know he will get nasty. I an not ready to file but am fed up with the emotional abuse and the temper. I have more family moving to town, so that might help.
