Don't know what to think

[T-boned]

Thanks, 2ndT. Ya, I think I had a little too much wine tonight - I know I should stay away from alcohol. I just should anyway til I am in a better place. Easy to say,,,,,,let's see if I can do it.

I know crying is good, that's why I do it so much. I don't want to bury these feelings - I've done it in other situations and it just comes back to haunt you. I know my IC has worked with me on other issues - not releasing the pain seems to be a common theme. Always want to be stoic and not show weakness.

Thank you for being there. I'll have to check out your sitch this evening.