I've just read a bit about your story. But your last post made me want to reach out. I'm not sure what to say other than I feel your pain. I won't get into advice or anything like that but just want you to know that someone out there understands your pain right now.
Crying is good. I once cried at work while typing on my phone to post to my thread. Tears were covering my phone. It was hard to type with my tears on my screen. Haha
Hope tomorrow brings a smile or two.
Me-35 Com law-28 S-3 T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu 1st bu- 2/2012 Rec-4/2013 2nd bu-10/2013 IC-2 yrs(anger issues) MC- 5 mnths-fail OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14 New OM ~10/4/14