The whole lying thing really tears me up. I spent much of the day (except when on phone with tech support! !) Doing a personal core values activity.

What I came up with for now are my three main core values are Happines/Honesty/Family. (Authenticity, friendship, integrity, and Wisdom also ranked high but I think those are covered by the main three)

So if something in my life doesn't foster those values I am not going to give it my energy.

As for week goals: today I meditated for 10 min. Only contacted h to tell him about s doc appt. When I saw him for a few min I told him about s being mean to dog but didn't share my theory that it really has something to do with h. I am going to restart 21 day yoga challenge and then go to bed.

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15