It hit me again today, the sadness and missing how it used to be with my H at home. Everything is moving forward to a divorce even though my interactions with H are like we are dating. I feel very confused as to how I feel about the situation. I don't know if I have much hope left and the anger at my H leaving was really strong today also. I started thinking how unfair the situation is but I need to let it go.


Me 34
M 2.5 (Both 2nd M)
My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12
BD 2/14
D final 7/2014