I guess you think this song is about you?

[willbwell]

TL72, yours went so fast. I've been in this limbo thing two full years. I know it is not healthy for me this secretly hanging on to any little seemingly kindness from h that gets me all hoping.
His story is the exact same as the others in MLC, I feel pretty certain of that.

I am tired of crying. d is coming on. now sometimes think lets get this done.

Heather, it is said around here...why did this happen for me instead to to me?

H is no longer my husband. what have I gained?

Definitely, I am more spiritual. I am giving it over to God. I have always been a positive person. I have always tried to look for good.

I know I am trying to be less judgemental...

I am sure some good gift is going to come my way by taking my classes and getting a job( even though getting a job is scary to me at the same time- Why?? Ive not worked outside the home in 20 plus years. I imagine though, one day I will say... I love my job!!

The Grace Kelly story...we just never know what people have going on in their lives...

Thanks for checking in.

I will continue to say nothing to h.

learning of his dating was just another kick in the teeth. It hurts. yep. I want to get thru....