Do we all do this.?
Focus on the negative,practice failing, mind read, predict.try to control
6 months on and this last week I have been back to the beginning...not sure why. Perhaps a relaisation that this really is real..
It is encouraging to read I am not the only one

Motivation for GAL has been low.. living alone, very little contact..180 is not contacting. Or crying..Great what a sad little list..
Sugar coating the attitude at work..crying heap at home.. separation and marriage constantly in and on my mind..


M 10 T 14

BD 10/13
I really don't get it..