I don't know what he thought about dating. It's just not that important to me. It was initially, but as in all things, our feelings change.

We were apart for a long time, if he felt ready and wanted to I'm sure he would have.

He didn't have an EA at least not that I'm aware of. I think we all have fantasies about people.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss