I'd repeat the same thing but I won't. Crimson you're getting good advice. You need to get in a healthier place, for yourself but also for your son. Of course it's hard. A good IC can help.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
