Sometimes my GAL stuff feels like I am avoiding the pain, filling the void, but even if it is this, I think it is important to still do it. Invite your husband, and if he doesn't want to go, go anyway.
I think you will feel better for it.
It is important to not over do this, so making it look like you are avoiding him, but why not have fun sometimes, and maybe even with your husband?
How about running with someone? Even if it is just small talk, you are still with people and talking, and maybe you will get faster -
Luke
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.
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