Well no thinking about it really. I will do it because i don't want her to file contested. I'm afraid that's what will happen if this drags out for a while. How long I'm not sure though. She said this morning "so we're just stuck in limbo right now". I feel like I'm just being selfish at this point.
I think her heart is starting to open up or soften to me though. Even after years of neglect. She's softer, smiling, laughing and seems to enjoy spending time with me. so that makes me feel better. Even if we don't get back together at least i don't feel like she hates me.
Me 38 Her 38 Daughter 7 Married 11 Together 16 BD 3/21/14 Moved out 3/8/15 D final 3/11/15
