choosing door #2 - next part in my journey

[TL72*]

Thanks Bright - that makes sense. Definitely no expectations and I am not making first contact. He knows where I am and I AM moving on with my life. Yesterday I had a call back on my mammogram results, that never happened to me before, I was quite concerned. I went today and got the all clear, just a cyst and apparently normal. Got me thinking though, that I was prepared to learn bad news on my own because he's gone. He's not coming back, I have to be strong and put my big girl panties on and confront things head on and take care of them. Car was in for major repairs last week, I was able to just take care of it. In a way it makes me realize that I can take care of things and life goes on. Stuff is gonna happen and I have to depend on myself and my family and you guys of course are a great support system. Tonight is my last divorce group session, when I look back at when I first started 6 weeks ago, I have made loads of progress. I am so grateful.