Weird- 3:30/4am is when I wake up too! Then I lay there trying to clear my mind just long enough to fall back asleep a short time before the alarm goes off to get kids ready for school.
Yea, I hate it. It happens every night to me without fail.
You know some days Im good and barley think about WAW. Then other days, like today when I cant get her off my mind. It probably didnt help that I received a few text from her the other night stating she was bummed out and wanted to chat, but didn't know if I was a good night for her. She then texted me and said she would call me tomorrow, Maybe?
So of course my mind wondering what the call/text may be about. Im sure its nothing Im hoping for, but I just cant shake it and its weighing me down badly today.
Getting a D is the hardest thing, Mentally and Physically I've ever gone through in my life. I keep hoping that One Day I will be in a better place. That I may have a chance at finding love and being loved. At this point in my stitch It doesnt even seem possible. Blahhghhghghh.
Me: 39 W: 33 M: 9 years T: 10 years S7 S10 BD 10/19/13 W Filed 11/25/13 EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA) WAW moved out 3/15/14
