Yes I am trying to gain some control. You are right Val. You are right.

I need to breathe and let things settle.
Val you are like a guardian angel to me. Thank you for that. I will slow myself down.

(((( ))))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home