Praying -- Go to sleep, and wake up tomorrow -- a new day. It WILL be better than today! I'm having fewer of the bad ones and more good ones lately. That switch will happen for you, too, soon. I think I just finally got tired (after about 9 months) of feeling lousy all the time, because of him and his MLC. I wanted to feel happy again, so I got busy trying to make that happen on my own. You have 3 wonderful kids to keep you going - I do not have that blessing in my life. I can't tell you how many times I've read 'If it weren't for my kids, I'd never have made it through!' Hang in there...and no more Kool-Aide...


Me 53, XH 57
M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids
BD June '13
H moved out July '13
Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14
H filed for D Nov. '14
D March '15