Don't know what to think

[T-boned]

Thanks, TL. I always love to hear from you. You always say something that makes me feel so much better.

Now that I've gotten over this hurdle the only one left is the actual signing off by the court which doesn't happen until August. In my state it's a mandatory 6 month wait to finalize. I'm hoping by then to have made some substantial personal progress so it's not so emotional. I have a few things planned with some of my friends in the next few months, plus I'm going to have to work a little more in order to handle the house payments and bills. I'd like to do a few projects around here just to make the place mine, but if I find I'm still reminded too much of him I may just move out and rent the place or sell it. I could always use the equity as a shot in the arm to my retirement which was planned out a whole lot differently before this.I think one of the things I have trouble with is driving around town, it's relatively small and there are lots of memories everywhere. Plus the thought of running in to him, possibly with OW in tow, creates a little uneasiness. No use imagining things - just deal with the here and now, right??

Thanks again, TL for stopping by. It means a lot to know you're out there. I'm glad to hear you are sleeping well - you just sound so GREAT! I'll check in on your site tonight if possible.
Hugs to you, my friend. ((((TL)))