Thank you all... from the bottom of my heart.

I don't know why today has been so emotionally trying. Nothing triggered it and it isn't a special day or anything. Just a typical day doing day to day things with the kids.

I truly appreciate the support and the help you all offer. I know I have not had nearly the number of strong days vs weak days. I appreciate the pull you all have. You help bring me back to the present and ground my mind when it needs to be redirected.

I am still sad and I am still crying tonight but I know it will get better. I'm just going to let today be that day. The day where I need to cry and grieve. Tomorrow will be better....and the day after that and after that. One day, one hour, one foot in front of the other...


Me: 33 / H: 36
M: 10y / T: 14y
3 kids
BD: 2/22/14
Live in separation 3/8/14
H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14
H moved out 4/25/14
2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month