Lost18 I've had this happen to me as well. Out of habit I picked up phone called W to say S13 whatever and didn't think she needed to tell me stuff. Yes I tear up every time cuz I wan't nothing more than her attention.
You will do fine. I keep repeating a verse my pastor gave me and it helps when I start feeling heartache. Maybe you have a similar way to occupy your mind?
W-37 Me-37 M-16yrs & 5days W "Done" Day = Valentine Day 2014 D-8/13/2014 S16 S13 S11 D8