This is a painful, emotional journey for him and one that he can't describe to you except to say he has to do it, even if it's the wrong decision.
Job, he has said that to me before. He said he knows he is making the wrong decisions but he is going to make them anyway because something "up here" (him rubbing his head) is going on and it's like an itch he can't scratch.
I have had some strong days recently but today just hit me hard.
I miss the man he used to be. I know he is not that man right now. I love him so much.
Me: 33 / H: 36 M: 10y / T: 14y 3 kids BD: 2/22/14 Live in separation 3/8/14 H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14 H moved out 4/25/14 2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month