I am totally afraid of making decisions... which is why I am now forcing myself to do things, I feel from my heart/gut....regardless of outcome.
This is what I am going to text, I will own it and share it with him:
It seems as tho we both are scared and want to be sure things are good and successful before we commit again.
This is what exclusive means to me, what do u think?
A safe environment from outside persons hurting our chances at enjoying each others company. No physical/sexual/flirty or time spent with romantic interests. Trusting there isn't an agenda to explore outside possibilities. Sex is permitted, if ready.
~~~~~~~ will post the outcome
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
