Portia, I'm glad you posted. I've been a bit worried about you. I'm sorry to hear about your dad, but I'll keep him in my thoughts and prayers. Please travel safely to and from where he's at.
As for your SO, he's lost in his own little world. I think it's time that you asked him some questions, just to get a sense of where he's at on his journey. You may or may not get the answers you are seeking, but at least you'll have a sense of where he's at.
I hear you about the lousy weather. We are experiencing it too. BTW, the complaint department is not closed. We are open 24/7 and are hear to listen and offer support.
Take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
