Don't know what to think

[T-boned]

Reading my post from yesterday, I don't think I should expect any feedback . . it's more of a journal entry than anything. All I know is that I can see life without my H but it won't be as colorful for now. I do know that things will get better, I have to believe everyone who has gone before me, it's just hard to see from this perspective. Last Sunday I did go to a birthday function and met some really interesting people, lots of musicians, and chatted with one man for quite a while. He seemed interested in me which felt good, but of course, I am no where near starting anything with anyone at this point in time.

At times I think of my H and his relationship with the OW. I just don't think he realizes how dangerous it is going to be for both to get emotionally involved because he hasn't 'fixed' himself yet. Unfortunately for her and her kids, they are most likely to be hurt as well.

But today is a new day. I will give it my best to rally and try to put my mind in a better place. It's just so difficult at times. Yet, coming here and reading how everyone else is dealing with their situations gives me hope and inspiration to carry on. Life just isn't fair or easy, but it's worth fighting for.