thanks for note- thanks for "friend" - it feels like it doesn't it? being friends - and it's very nice to think we "know" each other out there- well, it's just a happy thoutht.
i hope you're recuperating okay- i feel tired still and impatient about that (ha! like who am i to demand immediate recuperation?) i feel my age today (63) but still kind of feel young (having watched mom 89) for all these years.
perspective huh? anyway-
thanks for sayin you think i'm sounding a bit 'detached". i'll take it. i only thought it was exhaustion- maybe, just maybe, i'm gettin somewhere here.
we live in hope- rite. glad yo7u're out there today- hope your day is good and you feel better soon.
it's such a drag isn't it- coughing? *(makes me glad to be alive tho, and th ink of my mother and old old people who when they feel rotten, know they will never feel better again.... that's got to really stink huh?)
xxoo i'm gong to go accomplish someting (small that is- something small but worthwhile) and pretty...
maybe creative- maybe i'm going to just enjoy this day....
maybe watching someone die so sadly & painfully & recently really drives the point home of how much total crappola allllll this junk is in life that we suffer over. some is important - like our broken hearts - but at the same time- sooo much (this mlc mess too) -it's all such total sh!t isn't it??? it's sooo sad what people do to each other- and why...
oh well- can't fix the world or even me today- not gonna try anymore. thank you and drive thru please ...
know what i mean?
(was just reading making magic thread- what the heck is going on over there? she sure gets a ton of flack from people-
glad it's not me, i'd have to issue a little statement of - uh hem, thank you everyone and go drop dead. i'm workin on it here- ...... i never said i was perfect, just human , holy cow huh?
