Magic, Your activities for today, sound doable and should keep you busy.
I do understand the switching of thoughts and you are the only one that can put the "autopilot" in the off position. Yes, you are the only one that matters.
Yes, you have every right to be angry, but you are the only one that can push yourself from the "stuck" position. So, any thoughts on what Magic can do to pull herself out of that rut and get back on smooth ground and move ahead?
Yes, you are worthy.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
