She moved home but still in love with OM!

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I have made an appointment to talk to my coach.. It's been a while. I wanted to wait a bit.
So I finally figured that I am not going to pursue her. I have put my wife I to the friend zone. I will treat her like a friendly roommate.

I DID ENTER MY "dig habit" again. Why so I keep,doing this ? Is there a trick,to,stopping?

I told her a friend had the same hospital supplied gym bag she gives to her patients. I told her it was a workout buddy's ex wife. She realized that she was this woman who left her husband due to an affair,and the OM kicked her out too and now she's with someone new. I said we were amazed at the gym it was like everyone in her hospital has had an affair..I for the snap back " I don't want to get into that now".

That was when I first got home at 8:30: after that we were fine.

When I went to get s15 to stop studying and put down his book, before I could react she kissed me on the cheek and said goodnight. I love you!

Probably more manipulation , not sure what to make of it? This is where I get stuck...is it best to ignore it?