Its been a few days since I've written but Ive been reading alot of other blogs. So much helpful information.
The highster mobile didn't work. I tried the application processes but it could not pickup any data from H phone. He hasn't been using it much lately but there were a couple of nights he was up late but I didn't ask him about it.
H keeps trying to verbally reassure me he is committed to repairing our marriage. I am still waiting on him to change his phone number. He said today that he is almost caught up on the bill. I didn't say anything about it. I am beginning to experience some "I dont give a f" feelings.
So Now Im having to deal with my own emotions. Feeling like I'm tired, don't want to try anymore, questioning whether I can ever feel the same for H again, not happy, etc., etc. I know that LBS go through an array of emotions and I feel I have been on a roller coaster ride of emotions. Is this normal?
