Spoue tried I didn't, now opposite #2

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MrCas, I thought of something else. Back in January I was still working nights and I remember waking up on an afternoon a hour or so before work. My W would sit on our bed and watch tv so when I awoke we could talk before I had to get ready and leave. Her friend in new york was needing a friend so she spent our normal time helping her. I remember being so jealous I jumped out of bed mad and went to take a shower. When I was leaving she wanted a goodbye kiss so I pecked her on their cheek instead of a loving embrace. I drove all the way to work and spent the night stewing about it. All I could think about was me not getting "my time". My W has a big heart and I'm pretty sure she knew I would be upset but I didn't handle it well.