Bright, don't beat yourself up over the depression. You still managed to get the job, in spite of it!! That's amazing.
I really believe the depression serves a purpose. It's our mind's way of processing the sadness, disappointment and hurt. Embrace the fact you are coming out the other side. ;-)
Much love,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart. Lois Wilson